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♥Thursday, June 24, 2010♥

The reason whye I'm blogging now, is because i saw my bf updating his blog .
I've just got back home from work . washed legs , then poooof , read bf's blog . hehe !
checked facebook , and now blogging . =D

To Hippo ..
Darn . I am missing you A LOT !
Seriously . I am not kidding . **very serious face**
I miss us sleeping together , I miss hearing your voice before and after sleeping .
I'm still waking up at 5 plus , automatically .
Like we always do .. =D
But then, i would get back to sleep by reading our old time msgs .. =D
When i called you atok ..
And you called me hot air balloon .. makcik nasi lemak .. bonc .. miniedonald .
You call me a lot of names eh i perasan ? masyallah . actually ada lagi belambak . nanti you alek i tell you eh .. haha . wierd sey nama2 tu semua . hahaha
You text me much though . i realised that i didn't entertain you a lot back then .
And you were like , 'pape text. tc' , 'pape text evening . tc ', '0k myra.nytes.nitink msg i aja kay. slip tyte' you kept saying pape text , then the time you want me to text you . haha ! sweeeeet .
When i didn't text you at night , you were like , ' da td0?nytes to u kay =)' , ' im sliping.nytes' 'Lau yul tetd0,nanti u nk tdo just text.kay bonc.hehe!bluek' , 'da=) 0k2.u go zZz kay , bsuk werk pag", 'u, nytes kay. yul td0 dulu. nytes 2 u. bye2.pape text kay' ..
Sayang , you kept saying pape text . haha . were you hoping for me to text you ?
*winkwink* you asked me to text you before i sleep . and then biler you angun , you msg i , "Morning.da kt cmp=D" , "Morning. u slip tyte kay . yul da kt ttsh" ..
hehe ! biler i naughty , you nk curi minnie mouse i ..
Biler i sedih , you pinjam bantal liverpool you ..
Biler i ckp i nk tidur , abey i tak tidur , you msg i !!! you tegur sey !
i blang you eh ..
24 feb (20:56) hippo : 0k.nytes t0 u.celip tyte. swit dream (22:35) hippo : tk td0. b0k ey (22;43) hippo : Yah.fb u say 4 mins ag0. noty ey (22:45) hippo : haha! 0h, n0ty.dah.amek minie dia
hehe ! best kan ! i kena punishment !! kdg2 , i gi kerja , ada orang sembunyi2 curi minnie mouse kita =D
and then , you kept reporting strength kat i .. you , ni you report kat i even before kita ada pape sey . ni belum rapat sey . hmm ..
then you stress pasal cinta empat segi i . haha ! ape aje you ! sampai termenung psl dee . hahaha ! padehal i yang patot termenung , abey you yg nade2 . haha !
you ingat bila pagi2 , ada cleaner kat tempat kerja i ? yang tua tu ? i takot , i call you . ingat ? hahaha ! then baru2 kita start tidur kat telipon , you ckp ni , "U!i tetd0! s0ry! buruk pe. haiy0" haha ! malu konon .. skrg da tak malu terus ! hehe !
you ingat bila you cakap plane crash ? bey i marah ? HAHAHA ! then read this :
'Hey nurszamyra! ............. tkmu lupa mkn ubt!tkmu ova keje sgt!td0 early kay.bye2!tc! nk g0 plane blabla" haha ! instead of crash tulis blabla . nk ketok je paler .
On the day you have to go to perth , ' i da nk g0 departure hal jap ag.bye2.tc!hm,frankly,i sad leaving u 0s0. mcm da rapat.bye tau u"
Cheychey .. =DD and and , i dpt tawu , sebelum kita matey, since march , you da PANGGIL I GEMOK !? hais ..
remember on 1st apr ? =DD "i admit.ada jgak uh."
padehal , i was just kidding as it was april's fool .. i was shocked .. haha ! pasal i tak sangka . hahaha ! i don't even think you would sey . but then tada ! weee~
i wonder , how do we even had feelings for each other when we were in love with someone else .. love truely is amazing ..
and you ingat .. you asek menggeram ngn i . then i pon terikut .. fuuh .
B , this is what you told me ,
4th apr (20:35) hippo : ala u.tap lau hati baik dn bley jaga u.y not seh? agpun apearance is jus temp.l0ve yg 4eva.kn. da start falsafah.haha
=D remember when i told you to delete me off facebook ke ape psl you gadoh ngn lyn psl i agaknyer ? i think uh .. then you tanak . you mati2 tanak .. hais ...
5 apr (21:44) hippo : i cnt afford to lose both. while shes the pilar 0f my lyf, u are da roof. b0th are imp.n cnt live w/o u both .
now that pilar has gone , i became your everything . =D
05 apr (22:34) hippo : i tatawu nk msg dia.da nk msk 2 bulan i mcm tk ckp pape ngn dia.kek0k.i da mcm biasa ngn u.beh tiba2 kna pisah='( u kt ne?
ngh sedih2 , bey nk tukar topic -.-' ahaha ! end up, after you pestering me , i da okay alek . haha ! you ni . haiyo ...
you ada ckp you maseh nk duduk bwh ketiak i .. hais .
ada part dann termimpi psl kita matey. hahahah !

b , i miss you . cepat alek . come !
sekarang takmo fikir psl benda lain dulu la sayang . focus on recovery first k ?
pastu , nk fikir pasal glamour , kita same2 fikir k ?
i nade2 smlm dgr shyd ckp , agaknyer you ngh tidur , tros i nade2 nk tidur .
i tawu, confirm you ckp miang -.-'
its late . i dari tadi baca hp nyer msg2 . babtu lmbt blog , hehehe .
i really hope you would play that nurse's lappy again and read this .
Da baca , balas balik HOH !

Oh, i dapat off on this saturday and sunday kan ? i blang manager suruh kasi i shift this saturday , then this sunday keje nan b . but i tak rasa i work this sat sey .
i want to work so that i can put you off my mind for a while .
i ada text you belambak nk mati . tapi ada sent items da delete psl tak cukup space . i takot you tak dpt . hais . mlm ni i tak msg you taw . psl i da blog =DDD
actually i ada banyak lagi nk ceritakan you la , but i rasa ni post mcm panjang sangat gitu .
hehe . Nanti i afternoon shift .
Sat tak work , so harap2 you online =(
B , makan kay .. tak makan , tak glamour taw . nanti muker mcm atok . =(
eh, i happy, you maseh nk ngn i ! i ingatkan you nk mintak break ! i boleh meninggal dunia !
after i heard about your post , i jadi happy gila pasal you rindu i ! i ingatkan you tak rindu i !! taw !! i ingatkan you tanak ngn i atau sayang i atau anything got to do dengan i !!
eh gemok , come on man ! you strong kan ! ape ni nak marah2 !? you boleh tak marah lagi marah dari i nyer paling marahmarah ? eleey . i challenge you to challenge yourself .
Now semua baru nyer life kan , think positive . This is a fresh start . Start making life happier . No more sober life . This time round , i ada kat sebelah you , kat atas you , bawah you , depan you , belakang you , diagonally you , dari jauh , dari dekat . mana2 ... muahahha ! you takmo takot , nanti kalau you jatoh , i save kkk ? =D Don't give up .. Look at the bright side . I nyer orang suker fikir negative uh , but I don't think i can go this far if i were you . you , tukar nama uh . jadi hairul GAGAH ! =D

malam tidur tutup mata , i ada appear kan !? i tawu !!!
you ada rasa ada orang peluk you ? ada ? itu bukan i taw =o
eh, ada orang mandikan you tak ? uh !? i turun perth aru tawu .
buat benda tak senonoh , aaaaaaaaaaahhh .. nanti alek kau tengok mulut aku keluar power kasi telinga you darah .
padan muker .
kalau you da baca ni post aru i talk banyak2 lagi la =(
imissyou . really , like crazy . hais .
i ada banyak nak ceritakan you ni !!
cepat la alek ! mulut da simpan banyak air ludah la !
i asek bobal ngn cika ngn fana , i rasa dorg penat dgr i bobal . =(
i sorry la kalau i bobal byk , tapi betol , ada byk nk bobal !!
you kat sana boring kan , you build 1 machine yang anta you straight gi rumah i . kau ada kat sini , 1 malam kau takle tidur dengar aku ceritakan semua . MUAHAHAHA !
BALIK LA GEMOK ! eh , i da slim down taw. i tak mkn sangat while you takde ni . weee ! GLAMOUR !

please come back home fast gemok .. =(
i miss you badly .


To farhana and Cika , terima kasih kerna memberi telingamu untuk mendengar saya membebel . hahahaha ! =D seriously , i can go crazy . kalau korg tk bobal alek , aku rasa aku bobal sendiri . aku tawu . nak buat ape .. tsk ..
To shyd , terima kasi kerna meng-updateku tentang hairul . foaaaaaah . takde kau , aku rasa aku takkan tawu pasal hairul sey . thank you thank you thank you ..

okay da . penat . nk tidur . selamat pagi singapura .
hais .

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♥ lovestory
@ 11:37 PM

♥Sunday, June 13, 2010♥

To my hubby whom meant the world to me ..
You have to remember , that i love you for you , not what you are .
Its WHO you are .
Please don't underestimate yourself .
Please don't think negatively .
You know I love you .
You know it .
I know you love me too . But i want to see it . =D
Yes . I am greedy . I am desperately in love with you .
I want you to know that you have to put in effort in our relationship to make it work .
I love the part where you elaborate about how we fall in love .. =D
Please blog about it again , its soo effing sweet . hehe !
I swear I'll cry the moment i saw your face .
I swear I won't let you go once i've hugged you .
I swear I will love you more deeply .
I swear I will stay by your side forever .
I swear I will take care of you .
Damn it , i love you so much .
Now , you have to get use to showing love towards someone .
Saying "iloveyou" and "imissyou" is not enough for me .
Money can't change my mind . I want actions .
And I am so proud of you . You are trying now .
Not like before , kept saying that you can't .
hehe ! yeay hubby ! you're doing great ! keep it up !
I hope you are happy with me . Happier than ever . hehe !
Too bad you nak kene tahan i nyer naughty and stubborn YEAY !
Cb , please don't come for work this tuesday . Amin.
Please , know your limits .
If you can't do your work , don't do it .
I've started working right ? I can take care of you ..
Or , change work . Takot nanti kaki makin rabak , susah nk recover .
okay ?
Don't worry ..
What's mine is yours , and yours is mine ! HEHEHE
Insyaallah , gaji i banyak , you tolong i untuk jage duit i kay ..
You jangan putus asa kay .. Next week onwards keje timing sikit taw .
takmo lama2 1 hari . You tak kuat . You nak kene rehat .. Kalau tidak macam mana nak cepat gi operation .. nanti kan you buat lagi risky .. Jangan buat i risau kay ... sayang i tak =D
Da .. sudah .. Don't lose hope . I kan ada .. I'll always be here , there , everywhere for you ..
Love you ..

Nurszamyra Sayang Muhd Hairulniszad sangatsangat !

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♥ lovestory
@ 10:27 PM

♥Friday, June 11, 2010♥

I da adjust2 sana-sini sikit la kan ,
hehe !
whatever la kan . malas nk gadoh2 .
nak happy2 aje .
Nanti kita happy2 ngn kawankawan !
YOOK MASAK MINI ! MASAK MINI !
haha !
I'm gonna miss fatlove =(
i'll be busy sheesha-ing with farhana and her friends including her cousins
and hippo's going to his uncle's house to watch soccer .
baahs . i don't like soccer .
Yucks .
Fynn will take care of me . Dont worry kay .
i love you ..

♥ lovestory
@ 1:52 PM

♥♥

Sayang-sayang ..
I rasa mcm nk berak .
Macam nak berak kat muker budakbudak taik . ^.^
Kahak mcm byk , macam nk ludahkan pon ada .
Tangan ringan , macam nak swing aje .. =D
ishk , tanak la i elaborate2 kan lagi .
i kan bodoh , you tawu .
its okay its allright la kan .
You all know kan , i da dapat kerja la kan .
So i Happy2 la i thought today , but pagipagi mood kena ruin la bergitu .
I kan mana boleh draggy2 .. tapi sekarang , tak banyak talking , tak banyak problem la you know .
Lazy nak entertain la dikatakan .
okay la . whatever la ye . I put myself in the mirror first la kan , tengok kiri kanan , see if i terasalah kan . Got baju say , " No fear" gitulah . macam nak pakaipakai gitu .
Titiber macam nak jadi luahkan perasaan LOVE gitu la kan .
Tapi takpelah . Sape makan cili rasa pedas . ape ape , holahola police ye .
takot ada tin banyak bising2 kat sana-sini , buat bising je la kan .
Like they say la kan , i tanak jadi attention seeker la .
Happy go lucky je la kan .
Takpelah . itu saje .

thank you for wasting your fucking time reading this bloody post of mine .

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♥ lovestory
@ 12:59 PM

♥Monday, June 7, 2010♥

Does my heart reaches you ?


Happy 2nd monthsary to the one i truely love ,
Muhd Hairulniszad !!
i am helplessly in love with you . i don't know what to say .
I didn't thought that we would make it this far .
I thought that we would be friends like forever .
Guess God made us bump into each other back and
let us be together for the rest of our life ? =D
Having you in my life completes me .
You taught me patience .
You taught me endurance .
You give me strength .
You are my strength .
But , you're also my weakness .
You're the air i breathe in .
You're the blood that flows in my body .
You're my drug for i am addicted to you .
You're the reason whye my heart beats .
Your voice is stuck in my head always .
i kept missing you once we've put down the phone .
You are presently my life .
You are my everything for eternity .
If i have to choose between loving you, and breathing,
I would use my last breath to say I love you .

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♥ lovestory
@ 5:40 PM

♥Thursday, June 3, 2010♥

Once upon a time ...
there was this handsome hippo .
He's in love with a rhyno ..
But the Rhyno is scared if the hippo would be kidnapped by i don't know what to call it .
But rhyno trust hippo that his heart won't get stolen , and hippo's cousin said , " don't worry , he's not that type ." . So rhyno's heart is at ease , but always precautious of anything got to do with her hippo =D
isn't it amazing that two different animal can fall in love ?? ^.^
after a few months with the rhyno , he gained weight and become this fat ...
oh well , i still love him though , more than yesterday .. =D weee~
for the fact that after i've got to know that someone wants you back , really made me feel insecure .
if that someone really wants to snatch you away , i'd put my armour on and go for the war .
i hate that person for treating you that way before .
i love you more than anything , everything in this universe . and that's final .
i love you even if you're fat.
i love you even if you're skinny.
i love you even if you're a stool.
i love you even if you shrink and have the height of a dwarf ^.^
i can't wait to accompany you for the check up on the 30th .
i can't wait to accompany you to therapies .
i can't wait to watch you eat everyday when you've started schooling .
i can't wait to do a LOT of activities with you .
this is my responsibility as a Girlfriend , to take care of you , and make you happy .
i don't want to be selfish . =D
i won't hide things from you , i never did -.-
even if i did, or have the intention , i'd told you at the end of the day , cause i'm not use to it . HAHA !
having a relationship , should have trust , loyal , honest and commitment .
and i'm sure both of us have all these . wee~
enough of you fat -.-'

On Monday 31st May , i went to sentosa with " shawty like mine" ahah !
these two little brats are so cute and short hahahha!
Vera and Farhana , or should i call them , Fiona and Mojo jojo .
ahaha ! LOADS OF FUNS ! pictures are uploaded on facebook .
I wanted to upload here , but i'm trying to refrain myself cause i want to avoid lagging in going through my blog . Thank you girls for a wonderful day .
and Thank you Fashioness for the PREETTY DRESS !!!
eh , i took picture on that day , without drawing my eyebrows , YEAY !
CAN SEE COMPLETELY ALREADY ! NO NEED TO DRAW ! YEAY !


special thanks to Farhana Nur'ainn for showing love towards me when i was ill for the past 3 days . huhu !!
Not to forget my hippo -.-'
even when sometimes i felt irritated that you kept asking mye to eat my medicine , i knew that you're showing love and you had good intentions . i am i good girl though ! i did listen to you ! HOHO ! thank you k sayang =D wee

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♥ lovestory
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