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I love him and that’s the beginning of everything.

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♥Friday, July 23, 2010♥

I'm stuck .
One of his friend told me ,
"think for the best for you and him" .

Is letting you go the only solution ?
Will i be happy ?
Will i suffer like how i did suffer for Hakim ?
Will i wait for you like how i've waited for Hakim ?
Will i be the same ?
Will i change my mindset to a positive one ?
Will everything change to something much more happier ?
Will both sides be contented with the decisions made ?
Can i able to cope with my life without him ?
Who can i turn to when i need someone whom i really trust ?
Can i behave myself when no one is with me ?
Can i NOT think of him if we are separated ?
Why must we love each other but why can't we be together ?
Why can't i have a healthy relationship ?
Why can't i be happy with what i have ?
Can i not let him go in order for us to be happy ?


Can i cry now ?

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♥ lovestory
@ 4:32 PM

♥Sunday, July 18, 2010♥



NOW I AM FUCKING PISSED OFF BECAUSE YOU DIDNT REPLY MY MSN AND DIDNT ANSWER MY PHONE CALL ! BEST UH HAIRULNISZAD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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♥ lovestory
@ 12:49 AM

♥Friday, July 16, 2010♥

My life is Perfect when there's you .
It's like , it's not the gravity on Earth that pulls me .
It's you .
Muhd Hairulniszad , you are my world , my life , my everything .
I'm so scared of losing you ,
I'm so scared of people taking you away from me .
I want you by my side , always , and forever .
I love you .
hehe ..

So , yesterday i went out with Farhana .
Bought contact lens then met Elfy in the MRT station .
He tagged along .
Went to Ion Orchard for makeup in Topshop , But semua tak takde =(
takpe . I'll come back . muhahaha ! then went to Far East to eat .
Took some pictures but all in Facebook .
after that , went to Cineleisure for ECLIPSE !
omg ! I AM SO HEAD OVER HEELS FOR TAYLOR LAUTNER !
if only he wants me and not bella , i'll left hubby for him boleh ? HEHEHE !
kidding !!!!! seriously , hell loads of sweeeeeeetness in lovestories .
i love it . Rate for this , 7/10 . Because it is stupid to love 2 guys at a time .
Fucking bullshit . But i ever did had this feelings . But , to think about it , im the one who is stupid . Because i actually don't really know who i really love . haha !
BUT NOW I AM SO SURE THAT I LOVE THIS FAT HIPPO !!!!!!
geram aku ngn dia !

okay, off to work now , miss me more .

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♥ lovestory
@ 12:20 PM

♥Thursday, July 8, 2010♥







my hubby did this . you cute eh ! yumyumyum ! okay bye . nk sayang dier ..

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♥ lovestory
@ 1:25 AM

♥Wednesday, July 7, 2010♥

This is the colour of my new uniform =(
so .. peaceful =( and striking ..
and its hard to mix and match with bottoms =(
it only goes well with blue and black =(
hais ..

Anyway , I am so happy in my working place , cause i got the hang of it .
hehe ! and Gawd ! i like working with Sehar and Eunyse yesterday .
I was on fullshift, Sehar midshift , Eunyse afternoon shift . and there are like only 3 of us working ? hahahaha ! FUN INDEED !
there's gonna be sales for topshop and Topman , Save money people !!
huhu !
I'm proud to have a compliment letter from someone whom i don't even know recently . hehe !
whatever . i've fallen in love with my job i guess . will be spending a lot of time with work , SORRY HUBBY ! hehehehehehhe !

Tak la ... I'll make more time for my hubby .. Will never fail to sleep with him , wake up with him . He sends me to work .. Teman mye for break time .. Fetch me from work .. Now that he have started working , he cannot complain to me saying that he's bored. hahahahha !
Today is our 3rd monthsary you know ! weee !! oh sayangku , engkaulah segala-galanya bagiku ..
engkaulah , tv ku , tepon ku . katil ku . airku . hehehehe !
i love you b !!

im knocking off soon , sok work from 12 to 10pm . don't miss me much , cause i can feel it .. hehehehehehhehehe !! copy paste hubby's phrase . yumyumyum !!




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♥ lovestory
@ 10:19 PM